Wednesday, March 14, 2007

chemicals and romance

I can't design. Even something remotely simple, something that I was so used and accustomed to. I've lost it. Completely. How the hell am I ever going to redeem myself?

The reason why I've not touched photoshop for so long was because I simply lost it. And it's not a result of exhaustion or mental fatigue. Just that I've lost the groove. I don't design particularly well, I can't draw for peanuts. Everything that I've learnt and that I know of is something a 14-year old could come up with, provided he or she spends a great portion of their lives online staring at a 12" screen.

Type, highlight, delete. There are a lot of things I could say with regards to some people I know. But we know, one thing definitely, that there isn't a point in saying anything because it solves nothing. We can only grit our teeth and smile, as fake and as forced as we can, because sometimes some people need anvils to be smashed on their thick skulls before they even realise nor register anything out of their own realm of deluded fantasy.

I am not excluded.

Please remind me and nudge me from time to time if I'm caught in a world of my own. It's a bitch to keep shooting yourself in the foot. A damn bitch.

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