Friday, April 13, 2007

i don't really scare people off much after all


What's awesome is meeting new people with whom you can click with instantly. Awesome is when you guys can spend literally 4 hours talking about everything and anything and there isn't a lull in the conversation at all. What's awesome is when you all have the same likes - anime, games, psychology, philosophy.

What's awesome is sitting down with two people - one your brother and another his friend, whom you possibly scare off with your semi-high antics thanks to caffeine-induced hyperness but possibly doesn't really care - having dinner, sheeshaing and just talking.

I spent my evening like that. Despite the rain and almost soggy Topshop flats. It's hard to describe everything, especially at this moment where I'm kinda high and giddy and everything else. Listening to The Pixies and Lisa Loeb in the back and camwhoring madness because you're just so damn happy.

I don't even know why. It's just that feeling you get. It's just one of those random moments. And you're supremely thankful to that greater being up there for letting you choose the little almost-unseen paths to meet all these wonderful people.

You are what you are. Influenced by everything around you. Circumstances and the choices you make. I guess I don't truly regret not having taken different courses in my life. One slight shift, no matter how miniscule, could have altered this moment forever. Heck, there might possibly be no moment.

And so, here is to possibly many more evenings of sheesha. With hot girls in the other corner, weird ass middle-eastern music, hardcore saloom and the endless stream of conversation.

♥ you many many.

It's been six years Viv. And despite that small fallout, it's been the most incredible six years of friendship and of siblinghood.

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