Thursday, April 26, 2007

mad, mad world

I thought I had something substantial till I realised something crucial. I'm hollow and empty, masquerading as if I've found a reason and purpose. Suddenly it feels as if everything that I've managed to take control of so far, is just slipping out of my hands. Out of control.

I don't understand what I'm doing. I don't understand what's going on. I don't understand what I feel. I don't understand anything anymore.

Sometimes you just want to drop the mask. Drop everything else. Just give it all up and let go.

Sometimes, you wonder if there's even a reason to be existing in the first place.

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