so this is what it feels like

I was just about to lapse into one of those moods when Kelly Clarkson woke me up. Of course, Jesse kinda dragged me into the sensation in the first place. But now, I feel so much better. And damn it, please stop messaging me because you're beginning to creep me out. All I can think of is gnarly hands, white hair and a toothless (yet immensely) pervy smile.

*shudder*

Everyone I've called is at a meeting or out or some random shit. I hate making calls. I sat, fixed, for the better part of 2 hours before I wrangled the guts to dial the first school. Subsequently, everythings been the same. So that sucks big time. No class gathering tonight because no one replied she-who-is-perpetually-busy. But maybe she and I will just have a simple quiet dinner and catch up on everything that has happened since we tossed our mortarboards into the air.

I did miss her. A lot.

Last night I talked to someone I least expected talking to. It felt surreal and weird and I'm glad that what's past is past and that we were able to talk normally and like friends. Still gonna try and get her out for a coffee chillout smoke-out session. Because I think if I hung out more, she might be just like Janathema. It's that feeling you know?

Redbull saved me today. Was almost an hour late for work that my boss gently chided me. :X I promise to be early next week. Speaking of which, I need to message the boss and ask him if there's work tomorrow. Because I can't seem to remember. But there's still tea, the wedding and the chocolate date with my Knight in indie armour. Before I leave today, I should take one of the company shirts for Sunday's shoot.

AND THE MAGAZINE USES A D70 WITH A SWEET TELEPHOTO LENS ARGH! Now I just need to train my carpal hands to withstand that weight and strain. Sometimes I think I ramble too much for my own good. But rambling is a good, in a way.

Thank you for last night. It meant a lot. Hope tonight goes well either. Marcus wants to watch a movie but there's nothing that appears remotely appealing save for Epic Movie. But... I kinda promised the Gamerboy that I'd catch that with him.

Think the Redbull effects are wearing off and I'm beginning to feel a tad bit sleepy. So better head out for lunch (must remind myself to stay in till 7, she won't be out that early anyway) and get to work finding gear.

♥ Lin