the beauty that's friendship

Now I know why I don't hang out so much with some group of friends. Awkward is one thing and being a lamp post is another. Then again, it's ok la. We're all friends and I get to listen in and be cued on stuff that's been happening since I've been trapped in my own little bubble.

Had a nice long talk with Ahmad after Marc went on his dinner date. Touching topics on family-related problems to financial situations, dreams and ambitions and even death and life after death. I understand the concept of meaningful conversations now. Because in the past, everything just seemed superficial, scratching the surface of a known iceberg that had seen better days. There's more to life than just your own problems and other people's problems. Seeing things through the eyes of another. And the coolest thing was that, they didn't judge you for what you thought. Neither did they slam you for thinking the way you do. Sometimes you say you accept a person for who they are, but deep down inside you're casting your own judgement and you've already placed them on a certain point of the scale. This was different. I know this sounds uber mushy and shit like that but Marc, Ahmad, Chris; I am really damn glad to know you guys.

Contrary to popular belief, I enjoy sitting down with cigarettes and coffee and just talking. After a long day at work, there's nothing I want to do more than to chill and relax. Good company is a must but I'm fine by myself as well.

Quick randomness; I'M RUNNING OUT OF DISKSPACE ON DRIVE D:/ NOOOOOOOO!

The bus ride back was filled with a lot of goofy smiles. Just thinking about a lot of random things. I'm glad that you're happy with someone. She's a nice person and I'm in the wrong to cast my own judgements upon her.

Oooh! Mambo night with SHAN! ♥ And thank you for being so understanding. I love you also la Joanna. Erm before I go offtrack and get ready for a night of overdue partying, I just wanted to say that I am glad and extremely grateful to be where I am right now. I am thankful for all the people in my life, for all the friends who have been my pillar of strength and support. For the special people who surprise me and who make me smile. :D

JB is confirmed! Sunday I've got the Singapore Masters. Was re-reading the biodata on all the players. I hope Mardan Mamat defends his title. It's just awe-inspiring to know a Singaporean made it big time. Key inspiration to all, we're somewhere on that great big map, even if we're nothing more than a miniscule dot.















I understand what it means to be content, what it means to be satisfied and happy. I don't ask for anything more and I don't want to expect anything else either. Take things as they come, take it as a test, a challenge that I've got to overcome.

I am strong. In some ways. But with the people I care and love for around me, I'm stronger than Superman, Supergirl and the Incredible Hulk combined.