Wednesday, March 7, 2007

chicken rice and memories

I believe. I hope. But I think it's possibly true. That I am free this Saturday and hence, this means I can join the guys to catch 300 in JB! Woots! Incredible? Hell yes. Sunday we're heading off to Laguna Resort to catch the finals for the Singapore Masters. I'm pretty free tomorrow as well.

Lunch at the old place where the Original 6 (or rather, 4 then because we split classes) used to go when we were still at the Bugis campus. Bloody hell. Walk so far can! And realised that we walked around in a circle. See la Marc. So smart right?

Ripplevox has this competition that could land you a trip to Aussieland. Pretty cool, but only if you look great and all down-under when surfing the board. You got it, it's a surf competition and I'd love to go and try it out but I'm working and I don't have the body (yet) to make the cut. Haha.

Marcus said that Shakespeare was a fool. Why? Because it was better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. I thought for a moment and I actually do agree. A little. Funny if we keep falling in love and losing, is the emotional trauma and baggage worth falling into it again? Even if we're aware, but we know the ending, why do we still get on with the programme? Maybe humans are simply made that way, to keep repeating mistakes. But I don't believe so. For every person who comes into our life, who leaves footprints that change who we are; either in ways so subtly or conspicuous, we learn from our mistakes. It takes awhile, a little getting used to. But there'll be that alarm bell ringing when you find yourself just about to make the wrong move.

So I don't truly regret past relationships. I'm glad that they're over, glad that I'm done with them. All I can do is take the lessons learnt and make sure the next lucky fella (hey, I am nice and I don't really break hearts all the time) extra happy.

This time it'll be one with better memories. With more laughter and random hugs and kisses and lots and lots of love. Maybe candles too. ;)

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