Just today I met an ex-colleague from the store I wasted a small portion of my life in. Well, maybe not wasted. I did enjoy my time there. It was just that it was tiring and tedious to be awake at the crack of down and work shifts that could kill a person and rob them of their sanity.
So much drama. So much politics. And I think, he's a little innocent and naive and too nice in general.
I took leave, urgent one, for reasons of my own. I needed a little time to breathe, to be away from things. The barrista is pretty cute where I am, helping me save a seat when I went out to smoke and even leaving a little note Stay Healthy, Stop Smoking. Adorable.
Am waiting for a call from the school-that-does-nothing-but-leeches-money-off-you with regards to my cert. They better have it and I better get it. Else, 24grand gone to waste. But the memories were worth it weren't they? I keep thinking again how foolish it was, to give up friendship and put someone else on top. There's a saying in malay and it goes bagaikan kacang lupakan kulit. It was just dumb of me to let them go so easily when they've been there for me through my best and worst and helped me when I was too weak and broken to stand.
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT STARVE MYSELF. I only forget to eat or lose the appetite and then yeah. So I do not starve myself and I am a happy and healthy 50kg girl. So there.
Now because I am very much distracted, I shall log into my work email, send a screencap of my work to the boss and maybe the short bites with the shooter and I'm done.
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