truth

From now on, I am going to stay in the office during lunch and eat instant noodles. Because I bought so many already and there's hot water in the pantry.

Something you said. That the way I see things will change.

I'm sitting here and trying to remember. Then I realised, for what fuck. Anyway. I have to say something that's just occurred to me. I'm not looking to be in a relationship. I like the company of people, the company of others. Because people fade, blend into the background when they're in relationships and no fuckin way in hell am I going to go back there. I value my pride and my independence too much to end up back there.

Just because I am your friend now, it doesn't mean I want to talk about what happened in the past. It ain't bitterness or regret or anything of the sort. Simply because, why the hell would you want to dissect something that's over and done with?















I could tell you the truth now if you wanted. I got bored and tired of your programme.