it could be

If being stupid is suddenly realising that you've left yourself to be extremely vulnerable and helpless, then by god, I am stupid. I watched 5 episodes of Heroes at work, actually concussed for awhile and am currently waiting for 6:15pm before I can head down to the Youthpark for acoustic.

Not easy to explain the epiphany of sheer utter stupidity because then I'd reveal too much.

Sometimes we wake up and too much time is swallowed and we don't rightly know where we are. There's all the confusion on faces, bewildered and puzzled and then we realise we're holding hands standing at the edge of a cliff. We're looking down and there's a desert beyond us. It spans far and wide, the tops of buildings covered in filmy grains of white sand.

I've been wrong but I've been waiting for you.

Sometimes, the bad guys get the better sweeter end of the deal and you wonder where has justice gone. Waking up can be a bitch sometimes. But we gotta do it. Else, we won't be where we are here. Right now.

And I'm still waiting.