stab my back

Today's jam was ok I guess. I find that the initial theme for Room of Apathy has somehow gone offcourse. I guess change is necessary, just as long as I stick to it for gigs in time to come. Speaking of which, mentioned the 12th May acoustic set. Practising tomorrow after work and maybe once more before the day itself (hell, what about on the day itself haha!). Have decided that I'll go back to rollerblading. Egan was telling me about the Inline Hockey team that trains at Tampines. Figure I might try it out. Plus, there's use for my TK again.

It's been a tiring day but a rather uneventful and contented week. I like. I'll miss the homeboys when they vacation in Krabi. I only wish that I could come along too. But family comes first and it's been awhile since we went anywhere as a whole unit. My parents told me that when I leave for Phuket, they're going on holiday too. Aww, so sweet.

Still contemplating that weekend getaway to Bintan. But I need to find a secondary job to help with the finances. A bunch of things I need to get like lingerie and sports attire. Nike stores make me feel poor. 100bucks for a set of sports bra and shorts. And they were so pretty too!

As long as I run, I'll lose the mass then I'll just tone up whatever's left. Healthy lifestyle! And who dare says that you can't smoke before you run lest you be out of breath? I've proven that wrong!

On a less trivial note, I think I got called atas today. If only because I said that my future husband has to work in the financial sector and be stable to support me and my future family. Is that so wrong? I only want a comfortable life without the worries of owing people and places here and there. But I guess calling me that is a little immature because ultimately you only want what's best for yourself and for your future significant other (and kids, if I ever change my mind). Also, I want to be able to support my parents and ensure that my dad truly retires and does nothing but stay at home and watch tv and garden and tease my mom endlessly.

Now, would you consider that to be an elitist (I guess that's what 'atas' roughly translate to) thought? I agree it's superficial. I don't believe in marrying for love, I've mentioned before and I'll mention it again. I'm all up for arranged marriages.

Just gotta make sure he's cute, serious and funny all in one. :D