looking forward to the future

1. I'm quite chao ta. At least I feel like it. Hot sun. Hot hot heat. I WILL SAVE UP AND GET MYSELF A PAIR OF OAKLEYS!
2. I have an ugly shitass Havaianna tanline.
3. I will never again wear jeans to a morning athletic event. THE SUN KILLS!
4. I think I need to sleep but I'll be damned if I concuss now.
5. Now saidshitlocked person says that one of his random friends say that I look like a carebear. First a pig, then a monkey and now a carebear. IF YOU GOT NOTHING TO SAY THEN DON'T FUCKING SAY TO MAKE SMALL TALK LA YOU CHEEBYE!

Yeah. I am grumpy. Think I should nap. The heat makes one utterly irascible.

Infamy over fame. Sometimes we can be so viciously cruel to ourselves. Self-realisation hits an all-time high in the dead of the heat and madness of stark-opened pores and senseless chatter. Well, I did get to meet TheLonelyRunner which was pretty cool and interesting. Until my hair is of acceptable length, I'll keep it tied in this scrappy stump of a ponytail. Laugh all ye want, it makes the heat bearable.

I think it's hella safer to remain this way. Without the complications at least. With no strings, no ties and no additional attachment. Bintan is settled. PARTY ALL NIGHT LONG! About time.

One night and one more time. Thanks for the memories eventhough they weren't so great. See, (s)he tastes like you only sweeter.